Just...I Don ' t Know. Interpret As You Will

Right now, it just seems like no one understands me, no one else is going through what I am. I guess I am just really weird, and all alone in how I feel and what I think.Seriously? No one else gets anxious from these horrible political accusations, commercials, doom and gloom messages? The media is the absolute WORST! They make it sound even worse than the candidates, but at least it is missing the sinister tones that flip my stomach over and over.I guess people are for one candidate or the other, and they are only anxious about their candidate not winning or what is being said about them. Yes, I was that way for awhile until I realized it just did not matter. Not that my vote doesn ' t count, but accusations and investigations and insults - we may never know the truth and I get so wrapped up in that. Maybe that is part of the anxiety. What if that is true? What if that is NOT true? What if, what if, what if.Maybe no one understands that anxiety can be debilitating. Sure, the election, but that is not all. I also have overdue wreaths,, and while just yesterday the ecommerce site where my shop is promoted said I was doing a great job getting out my overdue wreaths and hoped my listings could be reinstated so my beautiful Christmas wreaths would be available (not my words), it seemed to add more pressure, more stress, more anxiety. Maybe I do not want to hear I have done a good job.My psychiatrist wants to work with me...
Source: bipolar.and.me - Category: Psychiatry Tags: anxiety bipolar disorder nine inch nails suicide Source Type: blogs