Hope Lost, I Guess Long Ago

I just don ' t feel well. An overall feeling of not feeling good, fatigue, yet my stomach - is it anxiety? This time it is...is it an ache? I do not know, I am trying to tell the difference between overwhelming anxiety and physical pain. I give up. It just feels the way it feels but I am glad I am not in bad pain and not stuck in bed. I just feel yucky. I am so tired of feeling this way, if indeed all of this time it has been physical pain.Am I the only one that experiences this confusion? Not being able to tell the difference between horrible anxiety and stomach pain? Not sharp pain, but just like the stomach pain that is intense when at least I have bad anxiety.I have no hope, none at all, that any of this will go away. My overwhelming anxiety, if that is what is is, has not been cured. Why is this any different, if it is stomach pain - like a dullness I guess?I am tired of not feeling well, tired of complaining constantly as if I were a hypochondriac, for attention. If that were true, it does not work, I do not get attention. If I wanted attention, that is not the kind I want. I am sure my husband thinks I always have an excuse - I am always sick with this or that, using it as an excuse for some reason. Do I? I guess people soldier on, I am sure I am depressed, and have given up hope about feeling overall good and healthy really.I slept most of the weekend - still not over whatever upper respir...
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