Do you still love him?

I am having a great day playing artist....but when you do that, you loose control of what you are supposed to be doing. So, to "managing" - I deleted you comment and didn't get it copied. Sorry!And it was a great comment about how you used to love your non-compliant diabetic spouse and how you are coming to terms with not loving him any more. I truly understand that! And I think on some level, I went through that in the 3 years mine was gone taking care of his dad. It is so strange when the fellow you were so madly in love with becomes a "roommate" of sorts...that you don't necessarily always want to have living with you. :)This week has been interesting. He has been steadily losing control of the use of his hands - can't hold a thing. The first solution was to prepare finger food. Nothing that you have to cut with a knife. Sandwiches are great. Burritos, tacos, etc. But this week there have been more drops, spills and accidents than I can shake a finger at. The mop is now permanently stationed in the kitchen - it has been used so much.It's the little things like this that are attributable to neuropathy....but no one tells you about them. When there is no sensation left in the fingers, you can't "feel" an object to grasp hold of it or hang onto it. I used to mop the floor once a week, then once a day - now multiple times per day.And that has started me longing for one of these "tiny houses" - with no floor ...
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