I Wasn ' t Up To Blogging

Yesterday I was not up to blogging. I meant to blog. But I didn ' t. I couldn ' t. I couldn ' t come up with anything to blog about because I was too tired to think.I haven ' t been sleeping well for the past week or so. I have been very tired and not able to nap for some reason. And every morning either I had to get up and go somewhere or I just woke up and couldn ' t fall back to sleep. Thursday afternoon I was so exhausted. I wanted to nap but couldn ' t. I also had to take the (EK) to the vet. I just wanted to sleep. Thursday night even thought exhausted I didn ' t sleep well.Yesterday morning I also had to go to an appointment with the SSDI doctor as part of my disability application. I was kind of dreading it. I didn ' t know what I was going to be asked. I didn ' t really know where it was. I was really tired. But my husband took the day off and drove me. He went out for breakfast while I talked to the doctor.My appointment actually went pretty well. The doctor, a psychiatrist, wanted to talk to me about my depression and anxiety issues. I was so exhausted so that wasn ' t that hard to talk about depression. I hope it helps my application.Once we came home, I got to lie down for a while (and watch bad TV - which is what I call anything that is instantly forgettable). I did talk myself into going to the gym because I didn ' t go for the last two weeks because we were away and I told myself otherwise I would have to go today to make up for it. However, I didn ' t get thr...
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