Sometimes You’ve Just Got to Do It Anyway

The time now is nearly 5:00pm in my part of the world. Normally, I try to get my blogs written early in the day so that my mind is fresh and I can get a point across.  I’ve been trying to gather my thoughts all day and it’s just not working.  I get an idea and it seems like a lot of research.  I get another one and I seem to forget it on the way to my laptop.  The next idea is 100% crap. Some days are like that. Sometimes I have to assure myself that it’s not that I’m lazy; I really do have something wrong with my brain.  I’m not sure which is easier to accept – that I might be “lazy” or that my brain in compromised.  No real winning answer there; is there? There are times when my cognitive funnel doesn’t just clog with words going to my mouth.  Today the same seems to be happening from brain to fingers, brain to ears and brain to… brain! There are good days, they say with MS, and bad days.  Some are indifferent I suppose as well.  There are things that we can do about it to a point… but mostly we just have to roll with it.  So, I’m rolling. Someone once let me know that I might “blog about blogging” a little too often.  I hope that you don’t see this as such; rather I’m talking about the times that we beat ourselves up for not doing something well enough, quickly enough or the same way as we did them before.  Shouldn’t we focus on the fact that the bloody things actually got done at all? Nobody is asking me to choreograph an intr...
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