Stick with SOAP specialty or try for originally desired specialty?

Usmd with low stats 220s/220/pass and a shelf retake with 12 psych interviews. Ranked all programs, had 4 "safeties" 2 of which were relatively new programs. Rest were mid or low tier other than my top. Did not send post communication other than #1. Didn't match psych but managed to soap into FM. The thought of doing rotations like surgery and ob gyn again is honestly the biggest mental hurdle in my mind. I really am feeling burnt out and am pretty disenfranchised with medicine after not... Stick with SOAP specialty or try for originally desired specialty?
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