My Journey from Fear to Love

"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end." – John Lennon January - 2012 I remember sitting in a small dark room waiting for the surgeon to arrive. My son had just had major surgery, and it had taken much longer than expected. My stomach felt tense as the surgeon sat in the chair opposite us. He looks at the floor as he started to speak. "it's not good news," he said. "We think he has a week left to live." After that, my mind switched off. I felt my wife's head on my shoulder and heard her tears. Was it a bad dream? June – 2017 My feet feel heavy as I am nervously walking towards the divorce court. 12 years has come to an end, and it's time to let her go. I know I did my best, but somehow, we lost each other. Both stuck in our own pain. As I stand outside the court in a small, smelly room waiting for the hearing, my thoughts drift back. May – 1988 I am in the hallway after school, surrounded by 3 bigger guys. They are laughing at me and pushing me. I know what's coming, and I can feel my heartbeat increasing, and my stomach feels tense. I wish I could be anywhere else, but here, but there is no way out. I am surrounded. I fell the kick in my chest as I fall to the floor and struggle to breathe. A few more punches and I hear their voices walking away. I get up embarrassed and in pain, but I pretend I am okay. I remember what I have learned. Never show weakness… August – 1998 ...
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