Having doubts about applying, looking for advice

TL;DR: Not sure if I'm applying to medical school becuase it geuninely makes me happy to learn medicine after my girlfriends death, or because of the sunk cost of ugrad and its an alternative to a different advanced degree. My deep love and appreciation for clinical medicine and healthcare were always my first passions in life. My entire undergrad career was set-up to go to medical school (3.97 GPA, ChemE major at a top 10 university, 2 papers, 1 clinical research, 41 old MCAT, 3... Having doubts about applying, looking for advice
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