Is it hopeless for me to apply to medical school?

So here's my story. I'm a community college transfer that recently got accepted to UCSB as an Economics major. I've always had a growing interest in the biological sciences, however, I decided to pursue Econ. In finals week of spring semester of my freshman year, I heard my dad going through respiratory arrest(death rattles) downstairs and passed it away as snoring, and so basically I could've saved him, but didn't. I've had some B's, but mostly A's up to this point, and in summer school,... Is it hopeless for me to apply to medical school?
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