An infertile patient's secret thoughts, worries and fears

This is a guest post from a very thoughtful patient of ours.It describes very eloquently the worries and fears which prey on an infertile patient's mind. It's very hard to discuss them with anyone, and bottling them up just makes things worse !--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Isn't it a paradox that when India and world's population is exploding at alarming rate; here I am ,struggling to have a single child for 5 long years and with no idea when the struggle will really end.I am being treated at Malpani's and yesterday the doctor urged me to write down my thoughts... He said that many others are in same state and articulation of our thoughts on paper may make us feel better. And in the process of doing so I may end up empathizing and helping others.Right now, I am in no mood for doing any general good ... nor do i care which parts of it the doctor picks for his blog.... I have decided to write down each and every thing I feel and think these days in selfish interest and honest hope of feeling better myself.For today, I am just going to list down all my irritating thoughts .... my worries . In no particular priority .. honestly all negative things (which is all I think I am left with.. to offer)!1) the Age is passing and the constant hollow feeling...I will be 34 in May and have been married for 7 years. Being an MBA from one of top schools ... i could put a lot of posi...
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