scared for my future

Hi, I'm 19 years old and I was diagnosed with cf when I was 7. I generally don't talk about my cf but every few months or so I usually go on Google and read about other people with cf. The reason I decided to post today is because I am extremely scared for myself. I don't take my medicine. Not because I decided I don't want to or don't have the time, just because I just don't feel like it. Some days I feel like "chrissy, you have to take your meds or one day you will regret it" and I'll take them. But that only occurs about once a month. Even now I'm telling myself I need to take my meds but I know my future self will find more important things to do. I'm genuinely scared for myself because this has been going on for years. I don't think I will ever get in a routine of taking my meds and I'm goi ng to regret it. I feel helpless because I know that tomorrow I will feel differently and just get up and do other things. I don't feel sick. Anyone with any opinions would really help. Thanks
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