Two Weeks of Purging, Releasing, and Opening

Integration of my recent MDMA journey has been going well and keeping me busier than I expected. It actually feels like I’m still going through that journey. I sense that the energies involved knew that I’d have two weeks to myself with Rachelle out of town (she’s visiting family in Canada and returns tonight), so they invited me to have an extended solo experience. I’d kept my schedule very open during those two weeks, so I feel that on some level I said yes to that invitation. I haven’t taken any substances since a microdose of mushrooms on the 16th, opting for a longer break, but that hasn’t mattered so much because I’ve remained open energetically. I could clearly see what I needed to do to continue – lots and lots of additional releasing. Here’s some of what I did in terms of releasing and purging during the past two weeks: Purging Awards – I threw away old trophies and awards going all the way back to 1979 (academic and scholarship awards, contest trophies and medals, Toastmasters awards, computer game business awards, ASP Hall of Fame award, etc). Shredding Past Speeches – I shredded printed copies of many old speeches, speech contest notes, podcast notes, etc. Shredding Project Notes – I shredded old project design notes and index cards from previously published courses like DAI and Submersion, my book, old unfinished projects, etc. I had built up an archive of project notes, as if to prove to mys...
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